Where Were You?
by Peanut (age 19)
Special note: This poem is dedicated to my Dear Mom and Dad who have
been here for me through thick and thin, who love me unconditionally
even though I can be a pain in the butt sometimes and always will.
Who have helped my wounds to heal and helped me to trust again.
I would also dedicate this poem to Dr. O who has helped my
wounds to heal and helped me to trust again as well. Who has helped
me deal with my anger and given me some techniques to control my
anger and to calm down as well. So Thank you Mom and Dad for being
there for me and loving me and never giving up on me! And Thank you for
helping me with my anger and never giving up on me Dr. O!
Where were you when I needed someone to comfort me,
When I felt like everyone was blind & couldn’t see me crying
in the night and no one else was in sight....
Where were you when I was screaming out in agony pain,
When I thought there was nothing else in this world for me to gain....
Where were you when I was cold and all alone,
when my heart was like a wall of stone....
Where were you when I was so full of of hatred and mistrust, when all I
wanted was for someone to come along and break the walls around my
heart and turn them to dust....
Someone to help my heart heal from all the wounds I received in it,
Someone who could teach me how to love again,
Someone who could help me laugh even during the tough spots in life,
Someone to help me live life to its fullest and grow in the Lord....
Why did I have to wait so long for you to come into my life
and lift me up on your shoulders and remove the
boulders blocking the door to my heart....
I thank God for sending you into my life to heal the all the pain and hatred,
I thank God for bringing you into my life so you could teach me how to trust again....
Was it luck did God give me this fate,
all I know is that I thank God for sending you
into my life even though back then I thought it
was a little to late....