All Because Of You
by Peanut (age 19)
All because of you I felt unwanted and unloved...
All because of you I couldn't trust men and boys...
All because of you I couldn't sleep cuz I was so afraid
of you and all the pain you have caused me
thinking for years you would come after me
and hurt me again and maybe even kill me...
All because of you I hated my life from the day I was born...
All because of you there were times I wanted to commit suicide
just so I wouldn't have to deal with the pain and hurt you have caused me in life...
All because of you there have been times that I almost killed myself in anger because
I hated my life and how I treated my family...
All because of you there have been times I said in
Anger that I wished I had never been born...
All because of you I have felt so ashamed of my life
and how it was before I was adopted...
All because of you I felt cold and so alone for years...
From the day I found salvation I have been ever so
thankful for God & how he has helped me overcome
the fears I had felt for years on end...
All because of you I have found a home with people who
love me and care about me the way you never could have...
and all because of you I have friends who love me and care
about me the way you never did...
From the day I turned ten I have been ever so thankful for
God and my family & friends cause they have all helped me
learn how to love, and trust the people in my life again...
I am and will always be thankful to God and my friends and
family for being here for me the way you never were....
And all because of you I am thankful for God and every
one else in my life who have showed me the path to
love and happiness and it's all because of you...
