IN SPITE OF....
by Chrissy
In spite of my fear
I love you each day
In spite of my shame
By your side I will stay
In spite of my anger
With you I eagerly play
In spite of my tears
I laugh hysterically at the mean words you say
I am not a saint, I am not a god, I am not even very strong....
I am only a heartbroken Mom, traveling this journey to you, no matter how long
Every battle that's waged, every game that is played, every moment of false hope means nothing.....
when you show me a real tear, or share a real fear, and I can see the REAL you and you are really here.
In spite of my need for love,
I will never expect your love
In spite of my need for your hugs
I will not expect your hugs
My love for you is unconditional, and I stand beside you , in spite of it all.